53 days and it all changes. A new home or going back. Change is coming. It will be good. I'll say goodbye to this space, another sinner and my home. And the family that's not mine. It won't happen overnight. We won't even notice.
I have Bipolar and along with that I often want to kill myself. A deep desire and honest belief that the world would be better without me, when in this state I believe what is best for me would be me dead. Throughout my life I've met many others with the same suicidal idolation. I've … Continue reading My Body, My Right!
I have this friend. I feel like I screw things up constantly. I just feel like everything I do is wrong. She complains I don’t get excited when she tells me things. So I review my behavior. I guess I do have a habit of playing devils advocate too much and not focusing on the … Continue reading Sabotage
After much thought and self doubt. I realized love is not a tally sheet. Love is a choice made from the heart to give unselfishly. It's not like love if you give so someone recognizes how much you give. It's not love if you expect to get back because you give. It's not love if … Continue reading Love Doesn’t Come with Scales
The truth is nothing is a surprise. It's stuff I know is true but I never wanted to see. How can you stay blind when what your trying to ignore keeps hitting you over the head with a mirror, so to speak. I've been lying to myself so long. I've been telling myself that I'm … Continue reading Faith & Love
Sometimes even though my mind knows the greatness of God, my heart rebels like a insolent teens.
Dear World, I choose true committed love, not short term lust. Sincerely, Humility Grace Mercy
"Leave no room or foothold for the devil [give no opportunity to him].” Ephesians 4:27 Just Another Sinner is the man who pushed me into starting to write this blog. Since I started I've felt under attack. I often feel God telling write. I feel compelled and have the words in my mind and know … Continue reading Faith, Not Fear
I researched today. A woman "laying with" any man she is not married to was a sin punishable by death of the woman. Now you mentioned that the sin seems to be contingent on marriage, if there was no marriage planned it seemed to you there is no sin. It's possible that is the truth, … Continue reading Sex Outside of Marriage
I've been examining the use of the word evil. Thinking about the things you said.First I defined evil in the English dictionary. Evil is defined as profoundly malevolent and immoral or profound immorality, wickedness, and depravity. I looked up the hebrew and Greek words used. First let me start by saying the original word that's translated … Continue reading Evil